This is not about Marley today, but God moved BIG today and I wanted to share this uplifting day with you.
My friends Melissa and Wendi and I went to sing for Plaza Heights Baptist Church this evening. It was on the calendar and we were looking forward to it. We sang a few songs, felt like we blessed the folks there and return felt blessed. Last year at this time we (Melissa Wendi and I) had been traveling to nursing homes and hosptials to share worship with those who were not home for the holidays, Christ lead us to many people that needed to be touched that year.
Well this year is already awesome!! After we sang at the church, I called the hospital to see if we could come sing for my father in law, you see he had back surgery today and needs to stay in the hospital for a few days, he said yes,...so off we went to sing for him, and him only, we thought.
We went to Sammie's room sang three songs and went on our way, well Wendi is actually a labor and delivery nurse and at that same hosptial, so she felt lead to go to her floor and sing for a few co-workers, so off we went. As we were about to sing, a nurse came out and asked if we could sing to her patient and family too, so they brought this brand new mommy her baby, the father, the aunt and grandparents out to the hallway to hear us sing.
We sang how great is our God, and jingle bell rocks. (all this time we never know how people are taking our words or music) the aunt of this new baby began video taping us and with tears in her eyes said she was moved by the words to how great is our God. Her sister, the new mother also felt moved (thank you Jesus) Really it gets better......
so we start getting into the elevator to leave and 2 men and 1 women get in with us, she noticed Melissa's guitar, she asked if we just went around singing ti anyone, I said no, really just whoever the Lord leads us to, she smiled and we got off the elevator. They were walking about 5 feet in front of us when she turned around and asked if maybe we were suppose to sing for her, so in the lobby of Center point Hospital we broke out the guitar again...Wendi asked her if she wanted us to sing Worship song or Christmas song, she said either. So we again snag how great is our God. During this song out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimps of a lady in the corner, lifting her hands in praise with tears falling from her eyes, he husband came shortly after and put his hand on her and he also, in the middle of the hospital began worshipping out God!! After we sang the women and her family came up to us, she said she knoew Christ had put us there at that very moment to sing to her, they had a horrible week and even worse day. They had just come from a Christmas party from downtown to the hospital, that they had bad news and they were just heading home, she was thanking God for sending us to her, with that song. We then sang his eye is on the sparrow to her and her sweet family. Her husband felt lead to give us a offering which we politely declined, saying that God will bless our obdience and we had already been blessed at what had just happened, it was AWESOME.
My dear friends, why am I surprised at this moment, I don't know, we serve a faithful and wonderful God, I thank him for allowing me to be there at that time,what a sweet blessing.
I say this all the time, but I refuge to be ordinary!! I refuse, what's the point in being a Christian if you can't share him with others, its so addicting, I can't help myself.
I want more!!! I hope this story finds you with hope in your heart, pray today for God to put someone in front of you TODAY, he will, but....will you be obdient and step out in faith,or will you miss the blessing? Thank you again Jesus tonight, praising you outloud!!

This is the communication between the worker at the lighthouse and us. Start at the bottom because it is a email. Look at God answer prayer though this...not the answer I wanted, but the one God already knew, our story about adopting our little girl will not be ordinary, because we have put Christ in charge!!
Keep praying, I believe Marley is already concieved and on her way...somewhere

FIFTH EMAIL
Ok, we will keep praying!!
It is just a reminder that God hears our prayers, for her to make that choice yesturday after all that praying!! He did answer another families prayers though and I know they have to be so excited!! Congrats to them :)
Keep in touch, it makes me feel hopeful to hear any news.
Have a blessed weekend!
Shelley M.

FOURTH EMAIL
Shelley,

The birthmom due December 31st decided to go with another family. I am amazed at your email--clearly God was listening to your prayers to help her make a decision today and feel peace with it. I know you are disappointed that that decision was not with your family but I know that God is listening to you and your little girl is out there!

The April birth mom had to move her profile viewing to next Thursday so I will let you know just as soon as she has made her decision (this is the baby that will be 3/4 caucasian and 1/4 AA)

The March birth mom has looked at profiles but has not chosen a family and is still unsure about adoption. I'll let you know if anything progresses with that.

Stay hopeful and keep praying!

-Mary

THIRD EMAIL
I have been praying for her all week, But God told me to pray for her all day today, don't know why, but I have been and will continue to do so. My prayer for her is that she finds peace in the family she picks (of course I pray that is us),but I trust God's timing, it is always perfect.
Im going to carry some pink baby socks in my purse all day today while I run errands to remind me to keep praying for her, I know she is feeling something today, I can feel it!
Have a blessed day
Shelley M.


SECOND EMAIL
Shelley,No news yet... So sorry! We are going crazy with anticipation too!Keep praying!


FIRST EMAIL
Any news from that birthmom?
It's friday and I have been patient all week :)
Just wondering.
Have a blessed day
Shelley McCain

My lia sophia Christmas show is tonight, all the money I make from tonight will all go to "Marley's Money", we opened this account the day after our adoption benefit concert, we have raised over $2000.00 in her account.
We are just waiting for God's perfect timing to say "GO" and we will.
I see the Finish line in this race and like I said at the concert, we will continue to run this race to the finish line praising our savior the whole way. In the end we will be able to cross that finish line with our hands raised in a V, for VICTORY!!
It was great that yesturday pastor Randall spoke a little about Victory, it was a sweet reminder!!

The birthmom was scheduled to see our profile yesturday, she did not show up.
I was sad, I have this hope in my heart that maybe it was her....Marley.
Was I wrong, why did I feel this way, had I read God's message wrong, I was SAD :(
So, I chose to go to my bible get into God's word and let him remind me of his promises, she is coming he said.
So I thought, maybe because of the Christmas spririt I was feeling hope, this was the same time of year that we adopted Mason, it feels good. The smell of crisp air the Christmas music on the radio, it all feels like hope.
But I was wrong, God filled me with hope, he reminded me that his time will be perfect for us, he has not forgot about me, on my knees asking for baby girl McCain, he just has his timing and he will let me know on his watch. (that's hard for me)
So today I met with Mary from the lighthouse, my family had bought some diapers and baby clothes for them for Chritmas and some nice things for the birth moms. I told her I was a little upset about her email and the mom missing her appointment. She said well....no one knows and you were suppose to get a email later, but she called me last night to tell me she missed her appointment due to her mother being ill. She rescheduled for this thursday to see your profile!! Really I said, yesturday I just prayed for God to show me a sign that he was still working this out for us, that I was feeling alone and show me that he was still listening. Thank you Jesus, thank you outloud..for the reminder that you hear me. We are praying for this birthmom that when she finds the right family,God will give her a peace about her choice, I can and will pray that she is Marley McCain.
Trusting in him alone....Shelley

A young women of 34 years old was raped 8 months ago, she became pregnant. She went to the Lighthouse and said she wanted to give this baby up for adoption. What a amazing women to carry this child 9 months to bless another family. She is in my prayers, also she wants to see our profile. This baby GIRL is bi-racial like Mason and she is due Dec. 31st 2009. Is this baby McCain? Only God knows.
I did today ask that she is ours, God plan is bigger than we know and I will praise him either way.

New day new blessings, we had a email from a adoption agency wanting to see a profile on our family, that means they may or may not have a birth mother who child may or may not fit into our family.
Great news for us, except I have to make a new portfolio, ours is so old, gunna work on that this weekend.
Keep praying, this month we are also up for a grant for the adoption, praying that we recieve it!!

Life is good here at the McCain household. We had Journie's funeral. The lord spoke right through the preacher that day, straight to my heart. He told me well done faithful servant, but I now want her to be here in my arms. What a sweet and merciful God we serve. Now I'm ready for our little girl, the older I get the less I think I need to be prepared and so organized. I know that it's me and my personality,but if God planted a little girl here in my home today, I could not be more organized or ready. Hope you all have a blessed day.